The good news is i went for my scan
and the baby is def still there, its the right size, infact im a few days further on than i initially thought,
the heart is beating and its moving

the bad news is that the scanner said that she thinks that the bladder is slightly bigger than she expected, and wants me to go for another scan she also said something about it possibily being a cyst but she wouldn't give me any more info only that chances are it will resolve itself but she wants to get another scan sooner than 20 weeks just to make sure..

obviously i asked her lots of questions
what it could mean etc
she just wouldn't say infact she was a bit of an old witch and just kept saying that baby is too small at the moment and she can't see clearly but it could be fine by next scan and that i shouldn't worry,

i can't not worry
and google is NOT my friend! i should not look up possible pregnancy or fetal problems on google, EVER, because it just freaks me out,
but nothing is clear and it could just be the case that the baby hadn't peed in a while - i didn't even know 12 week fetus could pee, but aparently they do,
the fluid round baby is good and everything else is fine, il get a phone call tomorrow or day after to tell me appointment for repeat scan and i hope its soon becasue i really really don't want weeks of worry

so please send positive vibes, because now im going out of my mind with worry, im terrified this will turn out to be something serious and il have a late miscarrige or the heart will just stop beating

and some pictures though they are not the best ultrasound pictures iv ever seen because it had its arms all tucked in and then it turned around and wouldn't face the right way again
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Jools