Model from *Goldfishdreams-stock

Background from poisongrin

Noose by ~Drake-Stock

Condoms and Pills prs--stock

Ok my third photomanip

This represents Alice, my inner child alter or whatever you want to call it and is basically to go along with this poem


Alice knows to much

Alice knows too much,
her virtue never existed long enough to be real,
the filth written in blood,
as she lay on her back.

Alice knows too much,
about men and how to get what she wants,
how to look at a man and bat her eyes,
before he spreads her legs for candy.

Alice knows too much,
about condoms and how to roll one on,
how it hurts when he penetrates,
sometimes pain is pleasures slave.

Alice knows too much
about shame and disgust and how to pretend.
She dreams of death,
with a noose tight around her neck.

Alice knows too much…
about hurt and fear and being used,
abused, raped, and hated,
that there is no point hiding because they always find you.

Alice knows and screams and feels…
Alice whispers about an innocence that never was…
Alice is real and afraid and bold and so full of love and twisted with hate…
Alice lives deep inside,
Alice is real and 5 years old.

Alice knows too much.


which basically describes how I feel about what was taken from me in my childhood.